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A Place To Hide by Taidine A Place To Hide :icontaidine:Taidine 0 0 You Will Be Mine by Taidine You Will Be Mine :icontaidine:Taidine 1 0 The Crown of LEDfly Hill by Taidine The Crown of LEDfly Hill :icontaidine:Taidine 0 2 Sight (Daniel) by Taidine Sight (Daniel) :icontaidine:Taidine 1 5 CNTRP - Season Two by Taidine CNTRP - Season Two :icontaidine:Taidine 3 0 What if I... by Taidine What if I... :icontaidine:Taidine 1 0 The King Of The Internet Swings That Way by Taidine The King Of The Internet Swings That Way :icontaidine:Taidine 1 0 Smitten With a Werewolf by Taidine Smitten With a Werewolf :icontaidine:Taidine 0 0 The King of the Internet Dresses Appropriately by Taidine
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Self Portrait, With Tea by Taidine Self Portrait, With Tea :icontaidine:Taidine 3 0 Or You Could Stay by Taidine Or You Could Stay :icontaidine:Taidine 0 0 The King of the Internet Rides To War by Taidine The King of the Internet Rides To War :icontaidine:Taidine 1 5 The Ivory Tower by Taidine The Ivory Tower :icontaidine:Taidine 4 0 Why is everyone on my team dating faeries by Taidine Why is everyone on my team dating faeries :icontaidine:Taidine 2 0 Callie and Rusty by Taidine Callie and Rusty :icontaidine:Taidine 3 0 I Prefer The Term Thaumatech by Taidine I Prefer The Term Thaumatech :icontaidine:Taidine 1 0


Mechanical Steampunk Owl by Insomnia-and-Cake Mechanical Steampunk Owl :iconinsomnia-and-cake:Insomnia-and-Cake 36 6 AIDEN AND KIERAN by mana1134 AIDEN AND KIERAN :iconmana1134:mana1134 2 0 Off the Coast of Somewhere by Timidemerald Off the Coast of Somewhere :icontimidemerald:Timidemerald 5,850 733 christmas at horitsuba by xxspoon christmas at horitsuba :iconxxspoon:xxspoon 104 31 Steam Detectives by nekomonaka Steam Detectives :iconnekomonaka:nekomonaka 82 3 No.6 - Confession troubles by Tenshi-no-Hikari No.6 - Confession troubles :icontenshi-no-hikari:Tenshi-no-Hikari 7,606 830 Reaching out by NRoberts93 Reaching out :iconnroberts93:NRoberts93 5 2 the library by algaegoblin the library :iconalgaegoblin:algaegoblin 45 12 Catbeard Evolution by eruemcee Catbeard Evolution :iconeruemcee:eruemcee 147 42 TnB-REC by siruphial TnB-REC :iconsiruphial:siruphial 335 22 Cosmic Dancer by SandraInk Cosmic Dancer :iconsandraink:SandraInk 2,698 415 Take back your memories.... by Feather-Collector Take back your memories.... :iconfeather-collector:Feather-Collector 150 26
Systemic Normal
I am stuck in the wheels
of a system: turning under the
spokes and treads of oil.
Occasionally it gives me
Labels -- snippets of myself,
Hints and dreams, a sense of
meaning -- slips from me,
the advice and papers, and every
week I come home with a new
Label, a new view, some I had
never dreamed before.
It presses down on me,
smelling of burnt rubber, viscous
black, and I wonder if I am to be
the oil change, tossed out.  Pushed
toward a different vehicle, misnamed,
imposing, clean, and unknown. I fear
the system is sick of me,
vomiting me back up
and elsewhere, to be
I wonder when it happened --
when I got stuck in this rut,
smashed under the turning
wheel of the world, mistaking
stasis for serenity, forgetting time,
and wishing for the key back,
I feel the disapproving eyes
from those who are my equal.
I've lost this war -- the foolish
casualty, filming the enemy
instead of fleeing.
If I could rewind it all I would,
but the only things turning are
these wheels, ne
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Wildest Thing in the Jungle by konnichipuu Wildest Thing in the Jungle :iconkonnichipuu:konnichipuu 309 180 Daughter of White by Hsk0254 Daughter of White :iconhsk0254:Hsk0254 7,210 662



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Known as Taidine, Tai, or Mal on the internet, I consist mainly of cool hair, science, lots of fantasy reading, and a shounen-ai obsession. I wish I could get paid to roleplay. I frequently take several seconds to remember my age and gender if asked, so that can't possibly be important. I will never stop thinking dragons are cool. My grayscale prismacolor markers were my best art supply investment ever. I write better than I draw.
A new summer, a new journal.  I'm sure this one will also stay up for a year, so I will make it something of a retrospective.

In the past year, I have primarily done two things: 

The first is to work at 121nexus, a Providence web startup.  Although I began as the design team, over the course of this year I drifted more and more towards the coding side of things, and now I am solidly a developer; when we hired two interns to work on design this summer, it became truly apparent to me that I much prefer back-end coding to front-end web design.  At any rate, I suppose this makes me an engineer now.  As far as nine to five jobs go, mine isn't a bad one; I have flexible hours, I don't hate the work, and so far my company hasn't done anything evil.

The second is to play in a tabletop / google + hangouts roleplay colloquially known as CNTRP with four other friends from college (and occasional cameos).  The story is a rich urban fantasy set in an unmasked world (the supernatural exists openly), and the characters are the four agents composing the field team of the Bureau of Nonhuman Affairs, a federal agency which deals with supernatural crimes.  It has been running for very close to a year now, and I will readily admit that, as the copious fanart and twenty-plus screenplay-style writeups of our adventures will attest, I am more than a little obsessed.  It's astonishingly character-driven for a tabletop, and the characters fascinate me - all four have their own goals, mysteries, secrets, issues, relationships, and distinct voices, and the interactions they have with each other and the NPCs are often extremely fun.  Also, there are loads of throwaway details that don't necessarily impact the plot but make the setting sparkle, like 'by the way, global warming is partially caused by the waning power of the Winter Court of Faerie, which has been on the decline since a group of Allied witches dropped a bomb on the Ever Frozen Spires during World War Two' or 'ghosts are considered citizens, but only because the director of the BNA died and came back as a ghost, and the public liked her so much that the necessary legislation was pushed through to allow her to keep her job.'

Virtually all of my creative efforts since this started have been pointed in the direction of the CNTRP-verse, so although I did get some novel writing done this year (I've nearly finished the first draft of Pens and Swords, the story I began last August), the vast majority of my word output has been CNTRP screenplays.  Which I have stashed in a DropBox folder if anyone wants to read them and hasn't already had them made available (*cough shoved in their faces cough*).

And that, dear readers, along with frequent weekend travels and some surprisingly successful adventures in crossdressing, is my life in a nutshell.  I don't anticipate much change in the year to come, but should it occur, I will probably write a journal discussing it around this time next summer.



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Galad-Damodred Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2013…

Cybernetic hate crime.  Cyborg discrimination.

Take heart.  One day, the world will see that the cyberpunks were right about the way we're headed.
Galad-Damodred Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
So I saw this anime movie, Summer Wars. It's about fighting a malevolent AI to save the world, but it's also about family loyalty and solidarity seeing you through tough times. It's such a Catherine Renard sort of movie. In fact, I think it contains an elderly Catherine Renard in the character of Jinnouchi Sakae.
10kindsofpeople Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2013
Yush, Summer Wars is such a bamf movie!
Galad-Damodred Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2013
You do tend to vanish, don't you?
Taidine Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013  Hobbyist
Do you want to read the other thing I've been working on? I can link you to a DropBox folder.
Galad-Damodred Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013
Please do.
Taidine Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2013  Hobbyist
Done. I bet you can guess which character is mine.
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Galad-Damodred Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
*places hand against your profile*

*listens intently for signs of life*
Taidine Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist
Oh, hai. I've been away from the RP / Gaia because I've been busy writing screenplays for a show that will never be.

I'm, uh...

I dunno.

*lapses back into coma*
Galad-Damodred Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013
Will you be... coming back?
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